xx Daddy xx

In 2006 my Dad was diagnosed with Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma.

For the last two years my Dad has been in remission. Now there is a lump and daddy has to go in for biopsy on Wednesday.

My aunt died of this cancer and I am scared that this time it will be worse....

I was on my laptop just trying to anything to keep my mind occupied so I would not sit here and just think about Dad, trying not to think the worse, that his cancer is back and that this time he won't win the fight. When this suddenly started to play..

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold

I was so shocked and looked around wondering how my laptop was now playing this song. Out of my whole itunes library, why this song??

Am not sure I believe in signs and if so is it preparing me for the worse?? Have had a good cry perhaps that is what I needed.

(It was Humph, he had found my remote to my laptop but still of all the songs it could have played....)

Love you Daddy, so much xxxx